Tuesday, March 4, 2014

my crazy brain.

hi lovelies!!

seriously... when you start thinking about trying for a baby your mind is 100% on preparing for a baby.
we may not even get pregnant right away!
but i feel like everywhere i go i see the cutest babies in the cutest strollers and the cutest mamas with the cutest diaper bags. ha! i mean really, i never NEVER thought i would be obsessed. ooooh but i am. i even started a board on pinterest called //baby. sheesh! i can't get enough. is every woman this way?? 


also i love that the "planning and organizing" side of me kicks in too. 
i planned out how to pay off all of our credit cards in a matter of months. thanks to herbalife.
plus we decided we want to go on a vacation just us two before i get pregnant. ;) so i figured out how to pay for that also. i love that i have the opportunity to plan my finances rather than say, oh i'll get this much on this paycheck... i choose how much i can make in a day. i love it. 
oh back to the vacation thing. tanner and i are wanting to go to a resort somewhere warm. ha. any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. :)

i'm just so happy. life is so fun. even if we have little hiccups along the way... thats life! and if we didn't what would we learn from??

i'm one that when i decide on something, i get SUPER anxious. so guess who wants all of her cards paid off this month? i do. guess who wants to be pregnant like yesterday? i do.
i have to force myself to sleep at night... my dreams are seriously my reality so why sleep??
(besides that i take this amazing product called sleep now that helps when my mind just won't calm down... and if i wake up a zombie you better believe i'm doing tea shots!)

i love that i can see how amazing my near future is going to be. :) 
i love that i can look into my husbands eyes when i ask him if he is ready to be a dad and see little shimmers of happiness. 
i love going upstairs and imagining a nursery there soon.
i even love thinking of how my kitties will react to the tiny human.
ah my heart is exploding.


anyways... i have so many people to recognize and appreciate.
mainly all of my clients and soon to be clients for making my dreams possible. 
i'm totally crying right now. 
i love changing peoples lives and i love being such a big part of teaching people healthy habits and to love themselves..
i could also go on and on about how many interactions i have had with my lovely clients.
i won't get into that now. but seriously if you could read my text messages you'd be crying to.

my number one thing is being an inspiration.


guys i have to be honest and vulnerable here for a minute...
i've missed about two weeks of the gym. i can blame it on being sick, but i won't. 
i just got lazy. (baby things on Pinterest can take up a lot of time ok?)
but i'm just letting you guys know that everyone has times that they get behind, or life happens! i even got to the point that all of my inspiring instagram girls that i follow were getting on my nerves because they were doing everything they were supposed to and getting results. i was like "stop being so awesome!!!" haha.
but seriously i will be getting up in the morning to go to the gym. ;)
i will be a happier person because of it. 
when you find yourself working towards your goals, you really feel like you can accomplish anything. and if that doesn't make you happy.. well you may need to reevaluate. ;)
anyway. i love you all. 
thank you for making my dreams come true. 
i cannot take all the credit for where i am now. :) all of the people in my life are so amazing and supportive.
 
off to look at Pinterest. :)
xo.
morgan.



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