I'm sitting here in my bed reflecting on the last month and thinking about things that I didn't... Wouldn't do.
It all caught up to me.
I am in the process of learning.
I'm not beating myself up over it.
I'm saying alright awesome... What worked? What didn't work?
What will I do to make this month even MORE amazing???
It's so crazy, the process of designing your own life. You'd think it would be easy... Well it's work. It's learning.
Don't get me wrong I LOVE learning.
But
Here's the thing.
I started losing love for myself again.
...
That is the most valuable thing that I teach!
I stopped fueling my body with everything that it truly needed, I completely put my workouts on hold... I even stopped taking time for me in the morning to wake up slow and at my own pace.
Why??
I'm not sure. I could give you a million and a half excuses, but those won't get me anywhere.
The best part is, I know what didn't work.
Tomorrow begins a new day...
I will work on me again.
I am making myself valuable.
So I can go to work for all of you guys.
I'm so excited for my clients this month.
I will be 100% honest here...
I lost some of you along the way.
I didn't take a stand for you.
You will be hearing from me. 💕
Like I said, I've learned so much.
It's not just about my herbalife business though...
I'm figuring out what I truly want my life to look like day in and day out.
I love helping people reach their goals && grow into the people they are meant to be. I'm also the happiest around my husband and well let's be honest, my cats hahaha.
But it just makes sense for me to spend more time where I am happy. :)
Some of you know that I am going part time with my current job because we had conflicting schedules with the kids. I am struggling with that... It's sooo hard leaving this boy that I have seen just about 5 days a week, every week out of the past year. I would do anything for this boy and his family. His mom is just incredible... I know she is reading this. ;) but seriously she has taught me so much and I feel like we built an awesome relationship over the past year too. I'm lucky enough to say that I can still go visit :) phew. Anyway... Now that I'm crying where was I?
Oh ya, going part time.
I will be at our gym a lot more...
I used to call it tanners gym. But really it is our business. Oh! And he is going to be my trainer... Finally he is going to make time for me. ;)
I'm excited. There are a lot of changes happening and I'm terrified also, but it's a good thing.
I've been talking to tanner, and really all we care about is helping people lose weight and live long happy healthy lives. I'm so happy that we opened a gym and herbalife came to us! It has given me this newfound love for health and fitness that I never knew I had. My ultimate goal is to be a WBFF pro and coach other women to do competitions. I want women to understand that they are strong and beautiful. :) eating protein and lifting heavy won't make you masculine.. I mean obviously there are those that take it overboard. But I just want every woman to find their true value... I think for sooo long we have been told that we are weak. It's just not true. We hold families together. We are meant to inspire and empower each other to be the best versions of ourselves. :)
Now I know this post was kind of all over the place... But my head has been about ten million places lately and it always helps for me to write it out. Thank you for reading... I love comments. ;) let's get a discussion going! What empowers you? How do you find your value?
xo.
morgan.
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