dreams.

hi.

thanks for stopping by, as usual.  :)

this week i have done A LOT of reflecting.

on my marriage, on our work choices, on our goals.

&& lets just say we have some learning to do.

like i said, i'm just now figuring out who i am and what i want.

i realized today, that 17 year old me knew what i ultimately wanted when i decided to go to hair school.

i always knew that when i had kids i wanted to be home with them as much as i could!

i've always been creative and artistic.

i've always loved making people happy.

&& more recently i've discovered i love making women feel like they are beautiful.

i started talking to one of my moms cute hairdresser friends, she recently got on herbalife and we have been talking a lot. she inspired me to try doing hair again. 

when i first got out of hair school, about 4 years ago, i threw myself into a salon. 

IT WAS AWFUL.

i didn't know what i was doing.

i didn't have all of the product i needed.

doing hair gave me crazy anxiety.

i didn't have the patience to sit and wait for people to come in.

so i lasted a whole 2 weeks. woo!!!

i firmly believe that everything leads you to something else for a reason. 

i decided to put off my master esthetics schooling in order to work at Peerless Beauty Supply.

i did not love working retail... but i loved that job. 

i learned more there than i ever did in school. 

all day long i did color correction for other stylists.

i loved the product. 

i can sell hair product all day... it is amazing stuff. ;)

then i got this amazing job with my dad.

it has taught me so many things.

i'm loving learning the way kids develop, but not only that i love learning about behavior and what motivates us to do what we do every single second of everyday. 

it taught me that i really LOVE kids. 

i really want kids of my own. 

it also has given me a newfound appreciation for every mom out there. 

you guys are SUPER HEROS.

seriously.

HERBALIFE changed my life. 

you all know that by now. 

i have learned how to coach people and truly care about them and their goals.

i am learning how to build my own business.

personal development is a huge thing with them... and ask my husband... i was always against it and thought it was silly.

i've learned to live in the moment.

i still have goals and dreams, but i am enjoying every second of my life now.

i'm no longer depressed or anxious.

i have a new found confidence, i never knew what that felt like.

i have my support system to thank for that.

i finally know how to open up.. and let people in.

i'm a positive person.

building new relationships make me happy!

i believe all of this has led me to figure out what i really want in life.

i will be home with my kids as much as possible.

i will contribute to our household finances pretty significantly.

i will make my own schedule and build new relationships.

i will use my creativity every day.

i will use my product knowledge and further my education.

i will empower women, not only make them feel beautiful.. but be the one to make them even more beautiful.

i'm SO excited about this new adventure that i will be starting.

i know so much now.

i have so many people to thank that have led me to where i am now.

you all are so amazing.

so now off to start looking into product lines. woot woot!!!

love you all.

xo.

morgan.

p.s check out 

http://www.amberrobertsmusic.com/music.html

she is one of my dear friends... i know i have mentioned her before... but if you haven't listened to her yet please do!!! :)